An Advance Christmas Gift From Him ♥

I was craving for a new shoes, bag and dress since last month. Then yesterday, my husband bought me a pair of shoes and he bought one too. I was roaming around St. Francis Square about an hour ago when my eyes were caught up by this very pulchritudinous flat at last price Php270 only.

I also bought this Vintage Owl Necklace at Php80 only.

Nagkasakit Ang Bata ):

It all started on Saturday evening. Bumili kasi kami ng bag para kay baby yung sinusuot sa body ng nanay or tatay.
Then Sunday dawn akala ko nasasamid lang sya so hindi ko yun pinansin yun pala bronchitis na. Nagpacheck up kami nong Tuesday then bumalik kami ng Friday - walang improvement daw kaya naadmit na si baby baka mauwi pa raw sa pneumonia. Tas ayon nakakaawa pag umuubo si Nathan, hirap syang huminga.
Nasa ward kami pero aircon naman, madami kaming kasamang babies na puro ubo din ang sakit (nakakaawa).
Si baby naman ang sarap ng tulog palagi. Feeling ko gustong-gusto nya sa aircon room. Bumili ka na nga daddy ng aircon para di na naaadmit si baby, gusto lang ata sa malamig ee. Hindi kami makatulog ng maayos sa pagbabantay.
Monday discharged na kami pero wala kaming pambayad, but God is so good and mighty talaga. He used someone to pay the bill. Thank you Lord and thank you rin sa taong ginamit mo. シ

Tuloy pa rin ang paggamot ni baby. Pag-uwi namin sa bahay nagstart nang magsmile at makipag-usap sakin ang batang makulit. Hehe kaso iyak na nang iyak. Gusto palaging karga. Hays..

Late blog. Ee kasi naman noh busy ako sa pagbabantay kay baby Nathan. c:

WHO AM I?

Who am I?

My first answer would probably be my name.

But my name does not describe who I am on the inside.

I could then give the title of my profession.

But that is what I do.

I could then tell you I am a wife, a mother, a sister, and a daughter.

But those are my relationships.

I ask again, who am I?

I could describe myself as an unwearied and auspicious.

That is my personality.

I am creative.

But that is a gift God has given me.

I could describe my appearance, but that is not who I am either.

So many times I have believed what others say I am.

If I receive affirmation, then I feel worthwhile.

However, when I receive criticism, then I feel like an overthrow.

I have chosen to ride the roller coaster of emotions,

Instead of believing the truth of what God says about me.

I have tried to work harder to prove that I am worthwhile.

Yet every time I mess up or fail, I am reminded that I will never measure up.

I will never be pretty enough or talented enough.

I will never be adore enough or do enough good things of the church.

I will never be a good enough wife or mother or sister or daughter.

But I keep trying harder and harder.

I believe the lie that if I continue to try harder, I will finally be "good" enough.

One day, God gently said to me,

"Stop trying so hard to prove yourself to others.

Get your worth from me. I've already given it to you.

Remember my grace.

It's a free gift and nothing you can achieve by trying harder.

Rest in my grace.

You are working so hard to have a certain position in the eyes of others,

To be well-liked and to have popularity.

You want to be appreciated for what you do.

But I want you to know that you already have an elevated position.

Because you have a relationship with my son, Jesus Christ,

You are a part of my kingdom as my daughter, and heirs with Christ.

Because you are the daughter of a King,

You are given the position of being a princess.

You are my princess, a royal princess.

Remember that an earthly princess is not special because of who she is or what she does.

She has status and position because of which her dad is a king.

She has royalty in her blood.

You have royalty in your blood as well.

You are the daughter of a King.

And no matter what you do, your status will never change.

I have chosen you and I have a plan for your life.

I will not forget you and will be with you always.

I have engraved you in the palm of my hands.

Rest in the knowledge of who you are in me.

Nothing else will ever be enough.

You are my daughter and I love you!"

Button Bracelet For Sale @ Php50

Within 3 days, I made these button bracelets. And I'm selling it at very low price- Php 50-80.

Here's some of my own-made button bracelets. For more sample and info please visit https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.2155980616466.2116633.1154992525&type=1

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Materials For Button Bracelet Making ♥

I was browsing the facebook online shop when I saw an accessories album. I found there a button bracelets for sale. Then a scheme drew in my mind - that was a good idea for my personal accessories and a small business, I think. :| Because I am fond of making crafts into useful thingy. Here's the materials I used in making button bracelets.

JUST THE WAY I AM.

Toxic thoughts within my mind keep me in melancholy to write this blog.

Those doubts, fear, insecurities and the constant question “WHY” are not worth the pain I bear.

It's sad to carry baggage that causes depression and shame.

And in time I come to realize no one’s to blame, only myself.

I’d like to choose and change my way of thinking and ask God to give me peace of mind.

As I pray for a healthy mindset, my negative thoughts will break off.

My heart is weak and sometimes I can't see that it takes some effort on my part to find worth and security.

I should not let those evils haunt me and keep me in the dark.

God said to me,

"Do not fear, only believe. And I was with you in weakness and in fear and much trembling. (1 Corinthians 2:3)

Do not fear what you are about to suffer." (Revelation 2:10)

For I know that He gave me a spirit not of fear but of power and love and self-control. (2 Timothy 1:7)

He is always with me and loves me just the way I am because I have loved Him and have believed that I came from Him. (John 16:27)

I RECEIVED GOD MY WEAKNESSES HITS ME

I RECEIVED GOD

MY WEAKNESSES HITS ME

When I found that I was unloved by someone, I decided to end up with him. I tried to be strong. I didn’t show that I’m too weak and I don’t really want him to be out of my life. I was like crying over spilled milk and once attempt to end up my life. But I never wanted to be stuck up with my bitter feelings.

Days go by, I found myself praying, then naisip ko, maybe those problems, hurts, thorns, and trials are just god's way para maalala ko sya for some time. I was thinking of what should I do. Then a friend invites me on their church again, sabi ko baka ito na ung CALLING ko.

I tried to attend different churches before but then, I didn’t find where I am comfortable.

Then I found myself at CCF. Searching, shouting to glorify his name, to follow him, to worship him. MAHAL KO PALA SYA. Dito ko sya nakikilala step by step. I love HIM so much.

Honestly, minsan I have the attempt that I was about to give him up, but NEVER ! I need him. He's my shoulder to cry on. He's my BEST FRIEND. He knows all about my secrets and frustrations. I will continue on what I have been started.

“And now, this is the day where i received God in my life and believed in his name.” I can’t explain what I feel. Ang sarap ng feeling, I’m so bliss.

Maybe God INTENTIONALLY ALLOWS me to go through painful experiences because He has a better plan. He only wants me to lead the right way in life.

Who am I para diktahan sya sa gusto nyang mangyari sa buhay ko?

Who am I para pigilan sya sa gagawin nya saken?

I’m glad to boast my weaknesses, so that the power of god may work through me.