I RECEIVED GOD MY WEAKNESSES HITS ME

I RECEIVED GOD

MY WEAKNESSES HITS ME

When I found that I was unloved by someone, I decided to end up with him. I tried to be strong. I didn’t show that I’m too weak and I don’t really want him to be out of my life. I was like crying over spilled milk and once attempt to end up my life. But I never wanted to be stuck up with my bitter feelings.

Days go by, I found myself praying, then naisip ko, maybe those problems, hurts, thorns, and trials are just god's way para maalala ko sya for some time. I was thinking of what should I do. Then a friend invites me on their church again, sabi ko baka ito na ung CALLING ko.

I tried to attend different churches before but then, I didn’t find where I am comfortable.

Then I found myself at CCF. Searching, shouting to glorify his name, to follow him, to worship him. MAHAL KO PALA SYA. Dito ko sya nakikilala step by step. I love HIM so much.

Honestly, minsan I have the attempt that I was about to give him up, but NEVER ! I need him. He's my shoulder to cry on. He's my BEST FRIEND. He knows all about my secrets and frustrations. I will continue on what I have been started.

“And now, this is the day where i received God in my life and believed in his name.” I can’t explain what I feel. Ang sarap ng feeling, I’m so bliss.

Maybe God INTENTIONALLY ALLOWS me to go through painful experiences because He has a better plan. He only wants me to lead the right way in life.

Who am I para diktahan sya sa gusto nyang mangyari sa buhay ko?

Who am I para pigilan sya sa gagawin nya saken?

I’m glad to boast my weaknesses, so that the power of god may work through me.